Saturday, May 1, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Given Up On Baking
Today, 24th April 2010, I have decided to give up on baking.
Usually, I found extreme pleasure in baking. Whenever I feel stressed, I would bake something.
However, baking has given me numerous disappointments as well.
Most of the time, I bake something, the comments aren’t great. Someone close to my heart once commented that I was a perfectionist.
I don’t really agree with that statement. However, I found it quite true whenever I bake something.
Whenever I try a new recipe, as ridiculous as it sounds, I will always expect it coming out from the oven looking the same as the magazine photograph.
Yes, I know that it takes years and many numerous baking lessons to perfect this skill.
But… Gaahhhh. Every single time a baking failure occurs, I have to gobble up the imperfect cookies/muffins/cupcakes. This sugar intake is really not good for me.
In addition, the amount of money I’ve spent on baking materials has also taken a toll on my savings. For quite some time, I’ve been trying to find a new oven. However, it will cost thousands to get a good oven.
Hence, I’ve decided to give up on it totally.
Goodbye my passion!
Hopefully, I will hang on to this promise that I will stop baking!
Cheezelmomeezel,
Cereal
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Xiamen Trip Day 4

Sunday, April 11, 2010
SCGS Carnival and Sunday Movie Outings



My Date with Mumsy and Bangala


Xiamen Trip Day 3
I really loved the beautiful container of this Hershey's Chocolates! But they were too expensive, SGD 10!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Fun With Photographs







Love and Marriage? I believe in neither.
As I was watching Friends Season 2, where Monica broke off with Richard because of incompatible future viewpoints, Monica could not eat, sleep or practically do anything without thinking of Richard.
Only when her father came to her house and told her that he saw Richard on his way to Monica's house and said that Richard was feeling terrible as well, Monica was then able to get her well-deserved rest.
I was wondering to myself, is this love? To see someone that you love hurt as much as you or even more?
How is that love? Isn’t love about putting that person’s needs in front of yours? Giving sacrificially even though you know that s/he may not reciprocate?
One of the most self-sacrificing love I’ve ever seen is my mom’s to my dad. I mean, she could be giving out her everything to make sure that his wounds are all right, caring about him, and the next thing that happens, BAM, he hurts her again.
Seeing such things happen in my parents’ marriage cause me to never believe in love, let alone marriage.
Come on, the thought of getting married to someone and being forced into taking care of him simply because you have made a pledge at the altar scares the heck out of me.
I don’t want to be a sacrificial lamb. I don’t want my guy to believe that he is stuck with me for his lifetime. I don’t want to feel as though I’m being forced to do things for him.
Sometimes, I wonder… does love equate to marriage?
I simply don’t believe in both.
I believe in the love God has for me, I believe in kinship love, I believe in friendship love. But… love between a guy and a girl? It will never last.
Or does it?